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I had a thought last night, the end of the first day after the longest night, "What if last night really was the longest night?"...

Walking at the water's edge one afternoon, I notice a crow. Having learned surprising things about crows, I have come to love and...

A few months into my first autumn in Oregon, so much is fresh. My familiars had been the Aspens, the sole proprietors of changing color...

All morning there has been talk of a storm coming. The changing sky affirms it. The blue brightness is shifting to a heavy purple/gray. I...

At the end of the work day, Wednesday, I was experiencing the weariness from feeling machine-like; disconnected from myself, and...

I have moved from my home of more than 20 years, two miles high in the Rocky Mountains, to the forested edge of the wild Oregon Coast. ...

I have felt the ache of leaving Colorado, the highest town there, Leadville, the complete, naked adventure of Saint Georges, and raising...

I am reading John O’Donoghue‘s book eternal echoes. “... there is a resonant heart in the depths of silence“ he says this in reference to...

This morning, I learned that "Quarantine", a term with which we are all becoming familiar, is a shipping term. The word has a root...

It has been so long since I wrote on this blog, I don't remember the "me" who wrote last time. But I do know that I haven't had a way to...

I am surprised to find the beginning chill of Fall to be comforting. My diagnosis became clear a year ago, as August turned to...

After a sluggish morning, ruminating on all the scary things that could be, and feeling all manner of weirdness in this body, I decided I...

I want to be seen today. Up until now, I have kept my bald head covered, because of the cold, but also because it seemed to say,...

I haven't known what to write, and hence have left many questions for my friends and support to guess about. I have been inarticulating...

I remember when Hannah and Lara were young, we often went to the folks festival in Lyons Colorado. We would cool off in the St Vrain...

For three months, I have not had the pleasure of eating food. I have been fed by a feeding tube. I have been able to drink liquids, but...

I've gotten a few requests this week for an update. It's nice to feel your caring in that request.... a reminder that I am connected in...

Two weeks ago, this was a stick, a dry branch; brittle, seemingly empty of life after a winter that stripped its essence from view, sent...

I've found great comfort in the power of Spring. You just cant argue with it! Stepping outside to find these amazing flowers which, by...

A series of events this month, including surgery for a bowel blockage and another hospital stay a week later, revealing that my body is...